Today evening I told to my roommate that, "I got stuck up at first page of BHAGAVADGITA , can you help me to proceed further". My roomate and me had lot of discussions about so many things in the last one month, he might be having some opinion about me. After listening to my question of "why Lord Krishna killed his own army indirectly", he replied that "Anil, I have answer to your question but I am a post graduate, my talks won't help to a 3rd class student"...I laughed like anything.......thanks, atleast he considered you as a third class student. He is true believer of god. I saw so many people who pray to god for their benefits or for their relatives benefits or for society benefits etc..... he believes in god to be honest by following god's sayings. He submitted himself to the god fully..... He asked me that " Anil ,do hard work and try to know the answer to yourself, I won't answer to your question".....I begged him many times, finally I told that "we seek lot of help from many people daily as part of our work, will you agreee if someone answer the same way you did?"...... then he accepted to discuss with me......He told that " Anil as far as I know, you seems to be an athiest, you don't agree existence of god, first believe the existence of god for that do your own hardwork, then yourself will know answer to all your questions, no need to know from me"............lots of unrelated discussions, as part of conversation he told that " the starting point of everyone's birth including yourself is the filthiest thing, everyone produces so much of dirty things only a minute part of that will give birth, rest everything goes to drainage, lots of people dying in the drainage even before birth"........ I was agitated.......what the hell he was telling....but its true...........at the end he told that god is reason for all these thing, which is hard to digest....
As far as I am concerened, I take my mother to temples always but I never pray to god, I attend funtions related to god but thats for enjoying the environment, I try for an answer to god's existence and his too much selfish acts, lot of time money and lives wasted in the virtual word god, I read bible bhagavadgita and khuran just for learning good out of it if anything is there, I have the courage to question god if I can see him, I throw few things on god to escape from situation, if all these are characterstics of atheist then I am an ATHEIST. Finally my roommate suggested me to read the life story of VIVEKANANDA .... I may read it........
Morning my manager mailed that bush fire effected his area , no power in his house from the last two days and he will be back to office only after everything becomes normal. I send a mail with concern.
Today is another purposeful day with lots of learning both professional and personal front. Work wise I learned few things today as I am some what free relatively. I had lunch with my colleague who is from Chennai, he is diehard fan of RAJANI, he was about to beat me for commenting his demi god. When I asked him ,what he will do when Rajani dies he told that " I will cry , will go the place where ever his body is there, pay homage to only superstar of the world and then our fance association will make sure that all the TV channels in tamilnadu broadcast only Rajani movies for next one month atleast"...... true DIEHARD fan...too much fun at lunch time.....Came to hotel after having long chat with another friend from 5PM to 7PM in a restaurant.... I was thinking that the friend I met doesn't have any problems in life which is other otherwise true.....came home, had dinner and a call to friend.....blogging ...some more study related to finace domain....and then a welll deserved sleep......
Photo of the day: Farewll to one colleague Bernie who is in the middle, rest of them in the photos are managers and testers. Second person from left is Sean Munley whose area effected bcoz of bush fire and he is the man who can create jobs for the people like me at any time.......
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